Showing posts with label It Hurts To Realize That I'm Leaving The Spiritual Family Who Cares So Much For Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label It Hurts To Realize That I'm Leaving The Spiritual Family Who Cares So Much For Me. Show all posts

Sunday, May 6, 2007

The Pain Of Leaving My Spiritual Family For The Summer

As my profile status states, "Nico Echols is still quite sad because I had to say goodbye to my church family today- for the summer. I'll be back, but it's going to feel like a year to me. What'll I do?", I honestly don't have the heart to laugh right now, simply because I've had to do the most difficult thing today- that I really wish I didn't need to do. Saying goodbye to my church family made me cry. . . and think that I'll never see the people who I've gotten to know quite well over the course of this semester. . . ever again. That's how having to say goodbye has made me feel today.
Of course, I know that I will see them again when I return after summer vacation; however, three months is going to feel like an eternity. Three months won't fly by quickly, unless I'm occupied with other activities I enjoy. One thing I don't want to do, though, is go back to "traditional", boring church services- where praise and worship is only a very short segment of a forty-five minute church service. It's not going to feel the same, especially after I've already gotten to really like the three-hour service, where there are a lot of chances for praise and worship.
My friends have told me that I shouldn't feel so sad, that I'd be able to return to Living Word Fellowship Church after I return from summer vacation. O.K., I guess they are right; however, I feel as if I'm the only one who realizes that going away for such an extended amount of time is making me sad. I'm not sad- just about missing all the friends I've made at Living Word Fellowship Church- I'm also sad about missing out on all the excitement that usually takes place during the survices. Will this sad feeling ever go away- will the hurt of leaving my friends and spiritual family ever stop?

My Interesting Life As a Student

Springfield, Illinois, United States
I'm living in Springfield, but I'm originally from Chicago. I am now living in a group home for people who are visually impaired. Living at the Mary Bryant Home has been a huge step in my life. I am now able to get involved in activities every day. I am making lots of new friends, and I'm enjoying living with my new family. Since I'm the youngest person, I feel like I have lots of parents and grandparents, and even my best friend, who is like a big sister, to spend my time with. I don't think I'd change this for anything else in the world.